Expectations are my enemy –
raised without standards,
boundaries full of holes,
I worship at the altar of lies
Fortunately, soul follows it own star –
rages against darkness encroaching,
shatters illusions, commands higher
aspirations – love overcoming fear
(Tuesdays, I borrow from Twitter @Vjknutson. Image my own)
Placed without consultation
in an undesirable position –
certainly didn’t ask for this –
I am decidedly displeased.
Princess tendencies expected
pampered outcomes – exalted
deployment – hypochondriacal
drama despises responsibility.
Lack of working boundaries
merits complaints, too many
yet I will forge ahead, accept.
Cross-purposes: reckless regard
for what’s important, and a need
to make things right (regardless
of cost) drive me to distraction.
Craving simplicity, am motivated
to create a suitable environment,
encounter more obstacles, feel
sabotaged from all angles, despair
lash out – not maliciously – only
begging for accountability, willing
understanding of consequences –
without collaboration futility arises.
Clear guidelines are needed here,
unrealistic expectations not helping,
need predictability, healthy protocols,
reinforcements to calm the chaos.
Foundational barriers breaking down,
the royal tower is crumbling – radical
change in the offing – reset, commit,
we can do this with
duel dual effort!