Spent most life running –
obligations stepping stones
spanning the endless abyss –
desperately seeking bridges.
Inescapable is darkness –
pathways crumble, falter,
delusions disintegrate –
I have fallen, am falling
Alone. Starkness blinding,
rawness of soul exposed,
like an inverted negative,
surreal, unexpected truth.
Unanswerable questions arise,
I breathe, am not received,
no reflection to validate me,
matter suspended without
purpose, so fleeting, fickle
I am shadow, shelved,
inconsequential, nothing
silence painfully throbbing
riddled by abandonment –
victim or perpetrator – God’s
design or fantasy’s failings:
either way, I am cast aside
endlessly floating, undefined
losing grasp, untethered,
hopelessly longing for legs
that I might run again.
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