We decry loss of innocence whilst downplaying our sins
Not news. Blame is a tricky game…
Better to practice accountability than to capture the podium…
Changing the world inside out.
(I’ve been thinking about all the noise going on in political forums and wondering if we the people hadn’t best organize in order to protect ourselves from any unforeseen fallout. Not sure what that would look like, but losing my trust in ‘leadership’.)
The stillness within these walls contrasts the frazzled buzzing in town. Shops lined with Christmas must-haves will entice those running on impulse. Buy, buy, buy! This season, more than any other, evokes a yearning for perfection. I am weary of it all, defiantly resisting the urge to dress and venture out for that one last thing. We will gather soon enough, exchange gifts, gorge ourselves on seasonal specialities. Afterward, I will be content to find a quiet corner, reflect and give thanks for another holiday season survived.
Christmas lights sparkle We’re meant to be of good cheer – Parched Spruce sheds its charm.
Watching the man wander between home and industry, the apron of his trade firmly fixed, a sparkle of grit in his coiffed beard
The children, too, find joy in his space, running between house and workshop, dog bounding at their feet proudly on guard.
An outsider and sink bound she moves by rote tea towel slung over shoulder maintains a distance – the dream is not hers.
She waits weights pretends denies
Is losing her edges and the parameters he sets keep shifting, and she is falling short
and the children, now hungry tug on her apron for acknowledgment – their father having taught them well — she lives to meet their needs.
What’s for supper? they whine, already preparing to grouse: I don’t like that! You liked it last week, she’ll reply Weary, she feels herself fading
A meal on the table and the man drags his feet – would not award her respect to appear on time
She’ll abide the disarray while counting to herself the minutes till this is over and the children are in bed and the man has returned to work and nothingness is hers…
Following political tides – mesmerized by neglect of actual issues – playing to an audience of moaners (standard consumerist plights) – glossing over exploitation of women, verbal slaughter of race, religion and social values
Wondering about media – who commandeer bias, swallowing atrocities and spewing contrived truths, absent sound voice, or will, jeopardizing the security of so many trampled in the race for what? Surely not responsibility – what
lapse of conscience has allowed hateful rhetoric to bloody progress, no consequences? Â Who will bear the burden when in the absence of morality or respect for humanity, the margins will increase?
The world quakes at the failure to acknowledge this broken path, see only a devaluation of assets, perceive a race that did no more than increase the monarchy of a king, grant power to absolve sins – a sleight-of-hand trick – nothing to do with the common habitants – have so many questions about how they’ll proceed.
(I wrote this poem in 2016. Same issue, different date. Surreal. Image my own)
Can we acknowledge the richness of our resources: that which sustains and endures? Always looking for the next shiny thing, craving the exotic, the surprising… pushing purpose, movement… toward what? Telling ourselves we want lifelong commitment, and then moving on… emotions depleted. How do we define standards, intuit and reassemble a frame, counsel a collective, when expectations, creeping and woven into consciousness, resemble oppression? Hope -as sold by patriarchal mindsets, striving to mutilate common sense – is useless to revive when society teaches us to blindly follow the unintelligible…
Full moon a warning – reverence for mystery not conspiracy
Society’s light waning on the back of lies- hopelessness surreal
Hate is born from fear disinformation a tool – We are being played.
Step back! Cautions moon observe under a new light – reconnect with love.
(This poem, derived from a dream, started as a haibun – prose followed by a haiku – but the haiku multiplied. Guess we will call it a variation on a haibun. Image my own.)