Even in togetherness there is distance.
I am alone.
A central figure, distracted,
aiming for contact –
unable to eviscerate control –
repeatedly producing a singular confusion.
Define success
Is it the one on the top,
the know-it-all,
or are these the mechanisms
of estrangement?
I am unable to discern-
stability never more than a dalliance.
The pavement ahead whispers
promises of a sense of belonging…
Can I tolerate the quest?
Unfulfilled, I am protective
fear off-shoots of depression,
shield tender inner places…
Bring on change, there are others
watching, looking to me
as an example.
I can strive
on their behalf
Never alone.
Always distances to cross.
(Distance first appeared here February, 2017. Image my own)
“Bring on change, there are others
watching, looking to me
as an example.” Love this!
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Thank you!
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I am thinking of the difficult matter of trust in oneself and even likely trust in others as a cause of such inner pain. This challenge never gets easier.
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It is a difficult matter. Well said.
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So what would be your best answer in securing mutual trust especially between those of noticeable age differences?
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I don’t have the answer. My husband buried his son after years of estrangement – thus the poem. It is a tragedy
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The contrasting nuances of the last two lines are a perfect summary
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Thank you Derrick.
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I love how you read this!
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Thank you, Liz. I felt it needed an audio component. On its own, it misses a bit.
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You’re welcome, VJ.
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So well done! Love the reading!
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Thanks Benjamin. Nice to see you here
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Welcome!!!
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That first line drew me in. There are so many dimensions to a relationship.
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There really are. Thanks Heather
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My pleasure.
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Being a part in space.
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Yes. 😊
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