Restlessness accompanies me
on the sojourn today –
unfazed by ripe red
belly of robin,
or shimmering emerald
of breeding merganser’s crown.
My lens seeks out decay –
rotting wood, darkened cavities –
as if my soul craves reassurance
that life persists even where death
hovers – I need a sign.
Discontent, I move on –
drive the river road,
snail pace – praying for
something to shake
this malaise –
birds come and go,
trees radiate Spring green,
I pause, unmoved.
And then I spot it –
across the river, high up –
a massive hulk –
lens raises, adjusts, snaps –
the regal hunter turns towards me,
regards me with ferocious intensity,
does not falter on his perch –
All-seeing, fearless,
he is spirit-manifested,
a messenger, lifting me
from stagnation –
momentary redemption.
(Linking up with my weekly challenge: in-between.)
This poem resonates with me. The malaise you described is something that I have to struggle with every once in a while.
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Sorry to hear that Imelda, but happy you connected with the poem.
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There seems to be a lesson here. Keep searching, never give up and the answer will come as an unexpected gift.
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Yes! Thanks, Olga.
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What a wonderful poem and experience! I often set out on such endeavors to become still, to let the messages in nature find me. I enjoy your writing.
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Thank you Laura.
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Gorgeous! When we see an eagle we get excited and stop to take photographs and just view the scene. We are amazed at all the cars that whiz by and never see this mighty bird.
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I know! They are so majestic!
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Moving at snail pace … allowing the eyes to slowly scan for a sign … this is metaphor for how to live. I’ve been scurrying all over the place today … missing any messenger who might’ve been near … until now, opening your post, confronted with: need to s l o w d o w n !
(Thanks – I needed that.)
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Glad you were able to glean some inspiration from my words, Jazz.
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Wow! That’s some pose! A sign for sure…your poem of despair to a glimmer of hope…really touched me. I believe that happening upon an experience like that is more than just coincidence.
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I like to think so too – certainly was uplifting.
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Love this poem about searching for a “sign” and finding one. Sometimes the search is in vain and I half expected the poem to end with no sign being found…Thank you for sharing your search.
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Thanks Betty. I was losing hope too – but there he was… in all his splendour.
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Now that was definitely a sign. You gave me goosebumps reading your beautiful poem and then seeing the photo. 💕.
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Thanks Christine. Definitely a numinous moment.
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This is so powerful V.J.! I love your photo of the eagle too!
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Thanks Terri. Such a find!
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Stunning Hawk, the messenger. You wrote a profound poem V.J.
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Even better – he is a bald eagle. We have several pairs in the area, something I never saw as a kid growing up. Thanks for the kind words.
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I get my messengers mixed up…lol
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Ha ha –
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He is stunning. They do give us that sense of fearlessness. Hold onto that feeling.
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Thanks.
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A pleasure!
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