That time, playing in the muck,
foot emerging without boot,
hopping and laughing
all the way home.
Then, later, on the bus
that car hitting where we sat
the windshield cracking
like a giant spider
blood all over the dead lady’s face.
I thought I’d made it
when my new car had a sunroof
kids riding along, music blaring
But trauma is a spider
Arachne reaching into happy places
and as much as I speed up to avoid her
Fight to disable her attack
she weaves herself new limbs
begins the onslaught anew
And I am stuck in the mud again
no longer limber enough
to dance my way home in the rain.
There’s no way to wipe out such images from mind. Once buried within, it is nearly impossible to dug them out.
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Yes. This snuck up on me.
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Trauma is so insidious and no small matter, exactly as you say, reaching into happy places.
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It really is! Thanks Paul.
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Trauma can crawl from the past back into today. Painfully beautiful description
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It certainly can. Thanks Ali.
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It’s been said a thousand times but I must repeat it. Your talent never ceases to astonish me. Bravo my friend.
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Thanks so much Jerry.
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Time cross pollinating fear into what was once laughter. Love the slow clean arc of this poem
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Trauma does that, doesn’t it. Thanks for your thoughtful comment.
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Ooh, excellent poem, for all of the reasons others have noted. Brava!!
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Thanks Liz.
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You’re welcome, V.J.
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Good reflection on continuing challenge – get past one and another reaches out, grabbing hold. Even though I’ve come to expect these grabs, I still have trouble coping with whatever’s latest.
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Yes, we never get used to it. Thanks.
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I really like “Arachne reaching into happy places”
What a strong poem!
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Thanks Betty.
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Really good, strong! And your painting is perfect.
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Thanks Lynne
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You amaze me…Your words here triggered all sorts of memories of my own…and as always an excellent image.
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Thanks Janet. I surprised myself with this one. It’s like painting – I start with an image not always knowing where it will take me.
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A good write. Reflects trauma very well, the suddenness that changes everything. The spider metaphor works very well.
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Thanks Heather. An image I’ll never get out of my mind.
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I don’t imagine you will.
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