3:33 AM
Startled awake
The answer
there, on the brink
Of course I lose it
rising to answer another call
Oh, how it taunts
Try to recapture the moment
find the right twist of body
as if I’m a radio tuner
signal lost
And what answer would that be, anyway?
Now fully awake, pondering questions –
only one applies
This newly formed fear
I’ve dared not voice it –
it cuts deep
Is there an answer
and if so, do I want to hear it?
I fall back to sleep
awake hours later
mind blissfully empty.
(Image my own)