Slammed by expectations
silenced by your rage
the hero in me exhausted
I can’t make it right, my love
when communication is forbidden
and the voices in your head
hold us both hostage
I’m clinging to memories
resolved to leave here
integrity intact
identity intact
The mayhem in your words
has cut the ties –
I know where I stand
mental health at stake
I’m setting my intention
walking away –
will find my own footing
and hope you don’t forget
That love always holds answers
and despite my somber exterior
the back door to my heart
is always open
(Art my own)
That art, though! Sigh!
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Thanks Isha
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I feel for you; I can relate. I did leave but I did not leave the back door open. I wish you peace.
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Thanks LuAnne. It is a daughter who causes me so much pain at the moment. I will always leave the door open for her.
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Oh, how I understand that. Peace to you, VJ.
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Keeping love alive💔
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Yes!
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A powerful stance taken by true love
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Thank you.
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A wonderful poem VJ.
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Thank you!
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Heartbreaking. You have to stand up for yourself.
But where there is love, we always leave a way back. I hope they see that light and follow it. (K)
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Thanks K. I do too.
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These words echo in my world. I appreciate your strength and the conclusions, painful as they may be.
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Sorry you are felling this too, Eilene.
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I particularly like how the poem moves to the last stanza with the open back door.
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Thanks Liz
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You’re welcome, VJ.
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I can understand that sometimes letting go is the best choice. Hugs
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Thanks Sadje
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VJ….so powerful. I think I felt every single word…especially these: …”the voices in your head
hold us both hostage”. Sending hugs. Big, big hugs.
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Thank you, Vicki
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💕💕💕
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I hear you, One. It’s clear that you’re grappling with some deep emotions, and it’s completely valid to feel overwhelmed when love takes such a challenging turn. The struggle with communication can be isolating, and it sounds like you’ve navigated a difficult path with grace. Walking away to protect your mental health is a courageous decision, and I admire your commitment to holding onto your integrity and identity. Remember, even when things seem dim, the door to healing and love can always reopen.
Stay strong.
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Thank you so much, and yes the pain is still raw.
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Love, love, love this. The imagery is so visceral, I felt like I was experiencing something rather than reading something.
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Thank you so much. Nice to come across you here.
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Well done! An open back door tells me love never fails. Stunning art aside stunning words..no wonder one is paralyzed. I am learning that true love really needs nobody’s help.
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Thank you, Mary
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Voice adds the depths behind the words 💯
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Thank you. I was feeling it.
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I sense a distance from the emotion “resolved to leave here” “I’m setting my intention”. Sometimes we have to just do what we know is right and setting that distance helps us follow through.
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So difficult to let go, even when it’s our only choice. Thanks Heather.
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You’re welcome.
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