Revisiting past posts as I take this time to gain balance. Photo circa 1975.
Note: My youngest sister (pictured on the left) and myself (in the middle facing the camera) are the only “survivors” of our family chaos. Mom passed this past May; our eldest sister (next in the lineup) died at 43 of cancer; Aunt D, next to me, of cancer at 68; our other sister suffers schizophrenia and Parkinson’s lives in long-term care; the baby of the group lost to heroin addiction and what we now recognize as human trafficking in her late teens.
Such a sad sad story. Everyone is so good looking in your family.
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Thank you.
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Powerful poetry with aching vivid history VJ. It reminds me of my growing up days where everyone looks picture perfect and yet the shadows of the past are haunting. Your gift of words comes through in every poem you write 💕
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Thanks so much Cindy. It’s interesting to look back and remember what was actually happening.
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I’m so impressed with your writing of heartfelt poems, now I know of some of your inspiration. Wishing you well.
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Thank you and yes; life has given me much fodder, lol
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This a Family image and I love your poem too.Anita
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Yes. We were a house of girls, lol. Thanks
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Thanks 👍
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🥰
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Sad to read but I would hope you could find a more positive connection amid them all.
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Thank you
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wow that is such a sad heavy history VJ … glad you have your creativity for escape 🙂
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Me too, Kate. Thanks
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big hugs!
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Oh, VJ, your poem is both beautiful and haunting, and I am heartbroken by the tragedy you have endured in your family. But I can see how cathartic writing can be during the difficult times. ❤️
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You are so right, Lauren. Writing is a life saver. Thank you
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So much to bear, to absorb, to remember. You face it with a strong heart. (K)
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Thanks K. It’s what I’ve got, lol
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Thanks for sharing. That is a lot of grief to bear. Hugs !🦋😌🙏
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Thank you!
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Moving poem, story and picture. There were happier times? In the photo?
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Yes. We had happy times too, but there was always the feeling of holding our breath waiting for the next bad thing. My father, who must have taken this photo, was a tortured man.
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Incredibly sad VJ! I’m so sorry most of your family are gone now! My heart goes out to you, this was a beautiful poem!
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Thank you so much.
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VJ, I really moved by how you explore the intersection of memory, regret, and resilience. You’ve woven a haunting narrative. ❤
~David
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Thank you, David
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Thank you for revisiting this post. It allows people like myself who did not see it before, appreciate it now.
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Thanks I.V.!
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I was very moved by your poem. You’re carrying such a heavy load.
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Thank you Liz.
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You’re welcome, VJ.
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Straight to my heart, VJ. Thank you for sharing. 💕
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Thanks Victoria. I’m ramping up to write the story
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Hugs and love as you move along with that. ❤️
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Your family’s story is sad, especially for the baby.
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Your poem is very poignant.
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Thanks Roberta, we lost so many.
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🤍🤍
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😊
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A very moving poem VJ
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Thanks Sadje.
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You’re very welcome
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