Impossible to ignore –
even though I’ve tucked it away
there, between the chair
and credenza –
a life-sized story,
waiting to be told.
As much as it compels me
to pay attention,
I am repulsed –
this is my life
we’re talking about
And not just mine –
the tale weaves itself
with tragic threads of others
and what right do I have
to expose that?
And yet, I don’t know
that I have the strength
to squash it – this living
breathing thing…
wandering aimlessly
about this house.
(Image my own)
I struggle with that challenge to balance a desire to speak openly, speak my truth, but knowing how intertwined I am with others, do I expose them as well? Thanks for putting words to my struggle.
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Funny story: I let my mom read the memoir I am working on, warning her it was personal. At the end her complaint was: “You should write more of my story”.
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That is a great response! I am of an age now when many of the people I would be concerned writing about in my story have already died. It’s a weird kind of creative license.
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I know what you mean.
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Having been away for the summer, I’ve been taking some time to catch up on your work. Looking at a whole group at one sitting, I’m so struck by the depth, quality and consistency of your work! And then, you add the artwork. π Just wonderful.
Julie
P.S. This particular poem really touched me.
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Julie! Thanks so much for taking time to read. Your words are so welcome.
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Love your imagery VJπ
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Thanks Cindy!
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There’s a certain amount of vulnerability to come to terms with in sharing our stories. Wonderful poem.
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Thanks Heather
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Welcome!
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You know I love all of your poems, and this one is no different. You tell so much in just a few words, a true poet. Also, only a poet can use the word credenza so eloquently π
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Thank you so much!
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You’re welcome!
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Beautiful poem π―π―π
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Thank you
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Enjoyed this very much, thank you!
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Thank you!
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“There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.” ~ Maya Angelou
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Indeed. Thanks
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So powerful even in its un-telling.
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Thanks Carol
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So difficult…
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You read that so beautifully VJ! I loved it! β€
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Thanks Carol Anne!
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I live to hear such thing. I love it!
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I love this!! You’ve articulated the memoirist’s dilemma perfectly.
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So I’m not alone.
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Not at all!
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Our own stories are usually, the most difficult to tell, because it’s our lives, all the good, the bad, as well as, the ugly.
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Exactly. Thanks
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Yes, one story involves so many people. Need to protect their privacy too.
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Always a dilemma. Thanks
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Youβre welcome! Yes! If I share something from real life, I tell it as a story, names changed obviously.
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