Letters jostle for position
back-up
attempt to regroup
get detoured
Frustration builds
and obstacles
pop-up –
cognition faltering
Circuits are jumbled
pathways rerouting
patience exploding
expression lost.
Word recall
out of order
Word recognition
under construction
Is there an exit
from this nightmare?
(Brain fog affects cognitive functioning. I first wrote this piece in 2015 and the condition continues today – one of the reasons I keep writing. I resubmit it here for Ragtag Community’s prompt: jumble. Image from personal collection.)
I have no experience in this, only vicarious insights per favour of others, like yourself who take time to share the experience. Your poem born of the awful nature of this is nonetheless a gift to those of us who have no idea.
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Thanks for that Paul. It is difficult to explain the phenomena to those who do not struggle, so I appreciate your comment
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Glad to be able to learn, there’s so much we can’t possibly know that others endure.
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The brain’s matrix is a mysterious thing. I’m glad you can laugh at it at times. I find when I’m super tired, I’ll jumble my words unintentionally. My daughter thinks it’s cute what I come up with and we laugh hysterically. 🙂
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My son thinks it is cute too. Thank goodness for supportive loved ones.
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Yes, I agree. 🙂
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Sometimes even when alert these jumbles with letters and words occur. It is just part of the revision process I guess.
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Some days I just laugh at it, other days it mutes me with frustration.
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Oh, I can relate to this poem, VJ.! I feel not finding proper words has a great impact on wordly affairs, whether written or spoken. Brilliant writing!
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Thanks Eugenia. Words do matter.
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They sure do and you’re welcome!
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I flitter and flutter, get myself into a frustrated flurry, become over fragmented, eventually fermentate, then forget my mental fantasies, and faithfully play Cohen’s Hallelujah…….. … is this of any help for you…….xxx
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Well at least I know I’m not alone. Are alliterations the key to success, or just Cohen, lol?
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I think Cohen relaxes my soul into a space of comfort 😊💛
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“Letters jostle for position”… I understand this line intimately. That’s a perfect description for what happens to me when I’m tired, overwhelmed, or unwell. The letters jostle. This is such a wonderful piece.
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Sorry to hear you suffer the same, and thanks so much for commenting.
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Never ending brain fog has got to be enormously discouraging. Glad writing helps. This poem is a vivid example. Love what you did with the photo too!
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Thank you!
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You’re welcome!
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So frustrating. Language is the way we impose order on the chaos of the world around us.
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It is, and not being able to find the words when you need them just adds to the chaos.
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If you’re a fan of Jean-Paul Sartre you have to believe there’s no exit. Not an easy one anyway.
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Coincidentally my major at university was French literature, specifically 19th century, as in Camus, Flaubert, Hugo, and ….Sartre. Do you think there might an influence?
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Ceux qui ne pleurent pas ne voient pas.
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Trés bien!
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