Methodical might be successful –
ask for assistance; help granted
pass over fixation; will not stir
this appalling head to toe disease.
Dependability would be welcome –
I beg for it – but this rodent-like
Illness will not acquiesce, runs
amuck, operates at will – not mine.
I can allude to my needs all I want,
reach out for loving, but perspective
is lacking when I am vertically unable
to manipulate, shaken, appear the joker.
Illness is a trickster – labels me freak,
this vessel’s malfunctioning limits
the broader vision – I shudder to think
this is what life has amounted to.
One Woman's Quest 
You are doing the best you can with what has happened. And your control of diction is fantastic. See you soon!
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Thanks Dini! As you know – just have those bad days
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Really powerful, and I can relate to this feeling 💛
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Thank you – good to know I am not alone
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