Path to peace is circuitous –
having been modeled unrest,
schooled in denial…
Expectation envisions
a grassy peninsula –
gently rolling greens
and tranquil blue waters –
predictability that lulls
I am accustomed to together –
the perpetual state of empathic
measuring – one’s values aligned
to another’s emotional indicator
Looking outward, I contemplate;
force-feed my innards with fluff
of how-to’s and top ten ways –
nothing that sustains…
It’s dawning now that neither
upbringing, nor expectation,
nor the noise of expert wannabees,
will lead me to the peace I seek.
I turn my attention to nature –
study the steadfast confidence
of the Great Blue wading through
darkened waters, intently aware
Like a feathered shaman, he
mesmerizes me, commands respect,
calms the noise and lifts my soul –
the secret is within, his presence
whispers, and for once, I listen.
(This week, I am focusing on living with intent, specifically interested in the ways in which I invite peace into my life. My weekly challenge is open to all.)
“force-feed my innards with fluff of how-to’s and top ten ways – nothing that sustains…” – this is so succinct. I’ve been there, too. And also ended up at the Sea, where I am right now, trying to find peace within. It turns out there is a lot of noise within, too, that doesn’t want to leave. I have another three days and hope they will help soothe the inner waves.
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The inner noise is the worst. Thanks for your comment. It’s good to know when my words resonate with another.
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They most definitely do.
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They are great teachers of stillness.
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So still and contemplating a stance.
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Absorbing oneself in nature is definitely the truest way to finding peace. Love the idea of the feathered shaman. 🙂
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Thanks, Olga. He is ever-present, and I feel as if I should be learning something.
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Definitely sounds like he’s a messenger. 🙂
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This stirs up some contemplation on my part! Very effective poem. And your heron as shaman is superb as model, as image, and definitely as one to pay attention to.
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Thanks Jazz. He has taken up residence behind us – quite the teacher.
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Shaman and ambassador!
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