Mom said sh’e leaving Dad
can’t take it anymore
we move.
Relocate. Reset.
Bullying at school out of control
can’t take it anymore
we move.
Relocate. Reset.
Truancy a problem
then the rape
school says I have to go.
Relocate. Reset.
Sister move back home
one unhinged, the other battered
Moms says it’d be better if I leave.
Relocate. Reset.
Shuffle boxes from relationship
to relationship, change careers
like hairstyles – is this boredom?
Relocate. Reset.
Never did grow roots
too good at packing up
trouble comes…
Relocate. Reset.
Tell you more, but we’re about
to pull out, the road is calling…
you know how it goes…
(Relocate. Reset. first appeared here in December, 2017. I am submitting it here, edited, for my weekly challenge: I’m bored. All welcome to join in. Image my own.)
Your courageous and creative warrior spirit is inspiring.
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Thanks Michele! Appreciate your words.
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This is a devastating poem. It reminds me of my dad’s talking about the futility of “the geographic cure” for alcoholism.
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I haven’t heard that phrase, but it certainly makes sense in terms of my parents frequent moves – better to change the external than do the hard work of changing the source of the problem.
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Exactly.
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I feel this one. There’s a song called “No Roots” by Alice Merton. It’s one of my favs.
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Thanks for introducing me to Alice Merton. Boy does it resonate. Now that I am old I must be looking in those holes.
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You’re welcome! I hear you ❤
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That’s a wow! Love the succinctness. Brought back memories – we moved every year/year and a half growing up but for different reasons. Life can be a tough teacher indeed.
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Moving frequently creates issues in itself, doesn’t it. I went to so many different schools, as you must have. That was a tough teacher.
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Yes it was! However now I find it easy to talk to anyone anywhere, I can adjust quickly to new places/situations without the earlier angst 😊
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Yes, there is truth in that.
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Oh my, V.J., one sad challenge after another. How can one ever relax into life with this pattern? Always on alert to some extent. That is so tough and takes a huge toll on the body as well as the mind. This is so powerful. I don’t see boredom as much as a way to cope perhaps.
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Thanks Andrea. You always pick up on the crux of the problem. Appreciate your words.
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Welcome. Your writing so often speaks to me. I thank you.
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It is amazing how a person endures. I’m not sure boredom plays a role in any of this, maybe self preservation.
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Self preservation in the early years, for sure. I wonder about now, when life and issues are not quite so pressing. Good thing I have a spouse whose rhythm fits mine.
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As a child I must admit my life was very stable. But as an adult I’ve always had a need for new challenges, moved a fair bit and like you I had a spouse whose rhythms fit my own. We are both fortunate in that way.
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I would think that that stable base made venturing out easier. You are right about the spouses.
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Guessing this reflects real shifts – leads me to applaud your resilience! (Choices are challenges – I think we grow stronger from changes of directions& surroundings – tough to do at times & hardest part is deciding.)
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The poem was an aha moment – laying out the patterns. My parents did the same thing…just when the tension got too much, they moved…always with promises from Dad that this time would be better. (Mom did go back to him, although it cost her a lot.). Thanks Jazz.
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You are so right, Jazz, that the hardest part is deciding.
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Words of time and place, of life and sadness, of being. Touched within thanks VJ 🙂
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Thanks so much Brian.
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What a tough life.
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Thanks Sadje. It has been a tough teacher, for sure.
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You’re welcome! I’m sure.
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Oh the madness of it all!
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You got it! Thanks Janet.
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Very, very powerful! Thank you!! ❤
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Thanks for reading.
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