Is there an itinerary for this lockdown?
I watch as engagements line up
Adventure-seekers, eager to connect
willingly engage, purchase a ticket
How I would give my life to be a part
hop aboard a sailing ship, escape
Except disability has recalled my passport;
I am a vehicle without fuel, grounded
Disappointment and I watch as
familiar faces venture out –
a friend’s brother
an old crush
a high school acquaintance
While envy reminds me
I’m always an outsider
Sensibility wakes me up
This boat I’m missing out on
is no luxury cruise ship, but
a dalliance with death –
I surrender to isolation
count the casualties.
( Image my own.)
I’m attempting to figure out how to give up and unwinding into my own space now.
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Yes. It’s a difficult compromise.
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Lockdown really put some things in perspective. Different year, Different growth
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That’s the hope. Thanks for commenting.
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Wow this resonates with me right now.. I am trying to learn letting go and relaxing into my own space now
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It’s a process, isn’t it! Thanks.
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Most definitely.
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Yup! Living in the moment has its draw, but I’m focused on prolonging the continuance of moments!! You nail it with:
This boat I’m missing out on
is no luxury cruise ship
We travel only by RV, taking with us food for a week so we don’t have to mix with others anywhere implying less than 6-feet buffers. But for those who “cruise” for the thrill of not only new places but new faces and connections, these are treacherous risks still. Patience, patience, patience to all is my 2021 NY wish. Wishing you an abundance of patience, VJ!
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Patience is a must, you are right. You have the ideal situation. Just stay away from the risk-takers.
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Well said.
I have been having more travel dreams lately. Some of Europe. Last night I was on a plane
headed for a resort by myself. I was to be there a week and then would be joined by family.
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Interesting. This poem came out of dream as well – dreaming I was about to board a cruise ship, alone without family. When I looked around at the passenger’s I saw people I knew, so thought I was in good company, till I realized they were all dead. Let’s stay put till this nasty virus is conquered
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I don’t think the pandemic has an itinerary. It’s going to be traveling indiscriminately for quite some time to come.
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I suspect you are correct, but I somehow keep clinging to hope that there is a charted course I can follow.
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Clinging to hope is not a bad thing.
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This is stormy weather V.J. We all have to cope with our set of challenges…
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Very true, Radhika. Each circumstance unique.
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The ship is in trouble. I think we’re all floating in our own life rafts these days…
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Yes. It feels that way.
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You have put into words JUST how I feel.
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I’m sure you do. A dangerous time for those of us with already chronic conditions.
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I know
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The number of casualties has gone way the number I can count to !!
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Same here – such tragedy.
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