Played host to insecurity –
catered to bullying
undermined by warped
agendas, butchered by
provincial minds –
Retreated, convalesced,
sanitized lost vitality,
believed in phantoms
haunted by compulsions
deflected attempted rescues
ignored counsel to let go.
Shell-shocked
aftermaths
incoherent
self-judgment
inescapable.
Where do I go from here?
Ignore criticism
disarm cruelty
sanctify privacy
detach, discern
redefine boundaries
embrace enlightenment
Focus on caring
be receptive –
choose life.
(Turning Point first appeared here December, 2015, a year and a half into isolation imposed by illness. I offer an edited version here with the intention of demonstrating the psychological toll of unexpected isolation. The loss of our routine, life, connections affects us all on many levels. Be kind to self and others. We all respond to that loss differently. Linking up with Eugi’s Causerie weekly prompt: enlighten. Image my own.)
Thank you so much for this wonderful poem! Bullying is a scourge that needs to end!
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Thanks for reading. I see that you have made anti-bullying your platform. Good for you!
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You’re very welcome! And thank you for your kind words! 🙂
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An inspiring poem for the Corona inflicted populace now.
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Thank you.
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Powerful!
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Thanks
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Your poem demonstrates the psychological toll of unexpected isolation very effectively. I was so relieved to reach the turning point in the last two stanzas. As Jazz noted, it’s the turning point we’re all hoping for in the current crisis.
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Yes. I hope it comes soon. At least we know this is not forever.
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I hope it comes soon, too.
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Stunning. Thank you for this.
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Thanks for stopping by!
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My computer is acting super wonky. I love this poem and I hope your’e doing well and receive this message ❤
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Thanks K. Message received. I did find WP was acting a little wonky earlier today.
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a very profound and personal insight which resonates with many … thanks for sharing VJ
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Thanks Kate!
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my pleasure!
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This is strong, poetic testimony! “Shell-shocked” makes just sense, as does ignoring criticism.
I’m reminded of the last line of “Dover Beach,” where ignorant armies clash by night. Criticism to take down others, more so win (something), is ignorant. And pointless.
The directive to “choose life.” After everything, it’s grand advice. We need to hear it.
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Thanks so much for this thoughtful reflection.
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Apt for current times … with advantage of having come through the turning point thus able to witness the possibility. That possibility is what we all have fingers crossed for with this COVID shift from prior normal. Your reflection is a boost – thank you!
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Thanks Jazz. Sure missing Texas this year!
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And we sit in Texas with fingers crossed we’ll be able to travel away from here … not at all clear what the situation will be in June!
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All up in the air. No travel here now. Cottage country is saying stay away – their medical systems can deal with it.
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Perfect title and love how your words flowed from negative to positive. Love your pivot line posing a question! A powerful piece, V.J. and thank you for participating.
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Thanks Eugi. appreciate you
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Choose life, light, and positivity.
🌹
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Yes! Thank you
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This is brilliant. Thank you. Janet 🙂
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Thank you, Janet.
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Powerful!!! Thank you V.J. for sharing what it is like to survive this! ❤
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Thanks Deborah.
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