Flagrant this disregard,
this blatant indifference
I have come before you
broken and desperate
and been received with
loving compassion, openness.
“It was not I who abandoned you” –
the words still echo in my heart.
In shame, I hang head, vow
to prepare my spiritual bowl
to resurrect a prayerful practice
to know once again the light,
the life that fulfills when
self is offered up as instrument.
(Ragtag community has offered the word “flagrant” as prompt today. I have been carrying around scraps of ideas for Reena’s Exploration challenge – featured image. This poem emerged. I do not consider myself affiliated with a specific religious body, but I do consider myself a woman of deep spiritual faith.)
A spiritual look at one’s inner self. Beautiful, V.J.
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Thanks Eugenia
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😉
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The true contemplative, spiritual but not religious, seeking kindred spirit.
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Yep. Sounds like me. Thanks for the affirmation, Paul.
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Most welcome VJ
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This poem reminds me so much of the message my parents tried to impart–and which I so often willfully ignored. I was moved by it.
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Thank you Liz. Means a lot to know others resonate.
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Reblogged this on Reena Saxena and commented:
Blowing off the dust … a deeply contemplative piece by Sadje.
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I’m still mulling over “self that is offered as an instrument”. Profound! Self is always an instrument, but we rarely offer it to others unconditionally. This resonates somewhere with the soul being a part of Universal Energy. And clashes with the concept of individuality we have grown up with.
Thank you, VJ!
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Appreciate your comments and insight, Reena. To offer one’s self in service to a Higher Consciousness is ideal, and not always practical. We are but human.
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I really like this.
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Thank you so much.
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What a beautiful prayer of surrender! ❤
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Thank you Deborah.
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