Fear builds wall
deflects possibility;
I pray for purpose
block revelation
afraid truth,
unkind, will
shatter equilibrium
Once faith-filled
meaning flowed
like blissful
divine guidance
but life changes,
challenges –
virus suppressing
vitality
I set my walls
ineffectively,
it seems
need to adjust
these filters.
(For Reena’s Exploration challenge: meaning and truth, and Ragtag Community’s: flow; and Fandango’s: firewall.)
Reblogged this on Reena Saxena and commented:
Firewall …… by VJ Knutson
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You are bang on about the filters. Filters give us the strength to survive — Your tagline ‘passion for writing gives momentum to the soul’ speaks so much. It is true for you, me and many others.
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Thanks Reena!
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Sending hugs and blessings, V.J. 🌺
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Thanks Eugenia!
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My pleasure, V.J.
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Acceptance of anything can be difficult but once I stopped fighting illness and began accepting what was it became easier. I dropped the why me and changed my thinking to why not me. This was not giving up it was purely acceptance.
Although I’m not a religious person I am spiritual and I believe that we have lesson to learn, these are not punishments but a way of making us grow. When I got the news on the 31 October last year that my mum had stage four cancer I was therefor her both mentally and physically for the remaining seven weeks until she lefts us on Christmas Eve. This made me stronger and probably more able to deal with the news that I had a heart tumour. I could have said “ Why me,” but all I could think was “ Why not me” Mum and I used to say “ There will always be people better and worse off than we are, we just have to accept it and carry on” ❤️🌹❤️
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Inspiring, Elaine. Somedays I am there with you, and some days I am not. Fickle, huh?
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Not at all Val just human, I have my ups and downs but I find it easier to try and stay up 🤪
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Most days I do too, although you might not know that here – much of poetry is venting the other side.
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What do you think my paintings are 🤣😂😅
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Your paintings are magic….that’s what I think.
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Just like your poetry because they come from within. I’ve come to the conclusion that sometimes we have to lose something to gain something, if that makes sense. I had never painted much at all until a few years ago when my health started going downhill which made me slow down and then the gift of being able to paint came forward. It’s not what happens to us it’s how we react to it. I hope you don’t think I’m preaching Val, I’m just saying how I deal with things. ❤️
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It does make sense! I started painting just recently too – such a wonderful way to express.
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Boundaries are such a struggle, the immune system is designed to keep out invaders when its functioning well, sadly we aren’t often taught how to do this.
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You are so right. Thanks.
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This one hit me right in the heart V.J. – I love it! Hope you’re doing okay; I haven’t had a chance to talk with you much lately, but you’ve been on my mind. Sending hugs!
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Thanks Terri. I continue to be on stronger doses of antibiotics – not sure what that is about – but slogging through. Hope you are well.
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Ugh…. I hope this latest round of antibiotics works for you. It’s no fun being on them for very long. Things down this way are good, but the summer is going by too quickly.😊
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It is going too fast…mostly because it got to a slow start. Enjoy what you can.
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